seriously i fucking hate being on my period.


all i feel like doing is crying, hating everything and everyone, stomping around angrily, kicking things, pouting, exclaiming how much no one understands me and spitting.  i also feel fat and hideous and i don’t know how anyone can look at me without wanting to gouge out their eyes and then step on them til they’re flat as pancakes.  my body hates me.  i feel like i turn into a screaming two year-old with a serious lack of discipline, except uniquely, i’m very aware of what a monster i’m capable of being, unlike aforementioned two year-old.


i just want to lay in bed and not move and be alone and cry. 
but in actuality i don’t want to be alone at all.
or to be crying.

i just really like my bed.












*stomp stomp stomp*