January 2012
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today i realized that t9 is the devil.
i don’t have a smartphone so i still use t9 (remember that?) to text with. not only do i have a phone that still uses that function, the phone itself is a piece of shit touch screen phone (YOU WERE RIGHT BRANDON) that barely responds to my fingertips when i touch it. i have to basically stab at it with extreme dexterity in order to get it to type the words i would actually like it to...
old undead habits.
i’m laying in bed, unshowered in sweats, crying on the kitty and listening to nothing but for emma, forever ago.
this feels familiar.
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idle hands.
it’s stupid, i know, but i’m definitely finding that i’m the most depressed on my days off.
December 2011
9 posts
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boys, look away.
seriously i fucking hate being on my period. all i feel like doing is crying, hating everything and everyone, stomping around angrily, kicking things, pouting, exclaiming how much no one understands me and spitting. i also feel fat and hideous and i don’t know how anyone can look at me without wanting to gouge out their eyes and then step on them til they’re flat as pancakes. my...
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November 2011
9 posts
Vaux's swifts →
so nerdy, but probably one of the coolest things i’ve ever seen in real life.
a brief love note to the bpl
today i went to the library for the first time in a very long time and i loved it. i was very good and limited myself to only two audiobooks, two actual books, and season 1 disc 1 of six feet under. sometimes i just like to walk along the aisles and run my fingers along all the books. it just feels nice and comforting to me, like home. i’d really like to focus on spending more time...
when i came home from work there was a deserted jeep parked in the middle of my back yard and a chain saw lying on the stairs of my deck. i am 26 years old. this is my life.
October 2011
25 posts
“Because I knew what I loved. I loved to read; I loved to listen to music; and I...”
– Haruki Murakami, interviewed in The Guardian. (via thebronzemedal)
“I believe in me, in my view of the world. I believe in my responsibility for my...”
– Philippa Gregory (via misswallflower)
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i guess i really like wisconsin now.
kite flying in milwaukee. we explored, ate and drank like kings and i brought home cheese, beer, and green olives.
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hey mom,
if you see me shopping in the maternity clothing section from here on out, don’t worry, no one has found me suitable enough yet to mate with. it’s just that maternity clothes understand and camouflage my fat lower body better than anyone else does. ….in which turn, may cause some mating to happen?
of age: paul newman & joanne woodward →
aetatiss:
Paul Newman and Joanne Woodward will forever be my favorite couple. Among the Hollywood elite of scattered broken marriages and messy affairs, they were married for fifty years. They just seemed like a normal happy pair who loved each other and who also happened to be famous movie stars.
By the time Paul Newman passed away in 2008, they lived in their quiet farmhouse in...
hey, baby cakes. this one's for you.
i’d really just like to post a joanna newsom song and wallow, but today i find comfort and pure happiness in the fact that 25 years ago, a best friend was born. someone that came into my life when i was at a height of sad and brought all kinds of happy for me, someone that would sit on my couch with my while i cried, someone that makes me laugh roughly 92.4 times each time we hang out,...
“When five-year-old Sally Chow was last angry with her dad, she didn’t stomp her...”
– The kids are online — children entering digital age earlier than ever (via new-aesthetic)
I don’t interact with children on a regular basis so stories like this always freak me out. I’m raising my nonexistent children on a remote island.
(via bottleupandexplode)
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Listen
“You were home-schooled. That’s why you like books so much.”
– Coworker
a second honest sentence.
but now i realize there’s a cat in my bed and i have a lot of people in my life that love and care about me and that combination alone is pretty damn heart-warming in my opinion. also i just remembered i have special k with berries to eat in the pantry.